Trying to make it seem like love just ain't for me
But deep down inside I know
I just wanna go back to the days when i was just a kid
Innocent as can be butterflies were all real to me
The fairytale life was part of my dreams
A naive young girl who just wanted to believe
That the world was mine
And true love was real
I was Afraid to be alone
Just wanting to feel complete
Fearful of the unknown
I settled for defeat
I gave my heart, my freedom, my life
All for a fantasy world filled with love
I couldn't accept that love wasn't for me
I felt my calling in life was to fall in love
With prince charming and live happily
Little did I know that life is a mystery
As I look back and reminisce
looking in the mirror at the windows of my soul
I see a different person
I wish i could go back and talk to the old me
I would let her know that life is not about living in a fantasy
Its about following your Dreams
Its ok to be alone
Love is not for everybody
But God does have a plan
And that plan is to strengthen me
Even though I posses acceptance of the life God has chosen for me
I do admit that I still go back to that young girl that haunts me
She is still a part of me
Its a good thing though cause one thing I admire about the old me
Was the ability to dream and imagine the unimaginable
Although the new me is more determined
But usually only sees whats tangible
Throughout this revolutionary life changing process
My only true friends have been God, my music and poetry
There's a place where I can express my thoughts, my feelings,
And truly live out my dreams
Without being judged for not being part of the team
Where expressions, thoughts, and Love flows within streams
without even making physical contact
And where even passionate Anger flourishes from within
Like A soaring light Beam
Ready for Attack
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